Monday, October 31, 2005

pizza heaven




Went to Zachary's Pizza for dinner yesterday. Added another Malaysian friend to my list. A guy climbing the ladder of success, very funny and an occasional geek.

his website:

http://www.ysocapitalmanagement.com

Zachary's:

http://www.zacharys.com/index.html

Known to be the greatest chicago deep dish style pizza.hmmm...maybe I'm a picky eater, maybe I'm too infatuated with their style of decor, maybe I was simply hallucinating, I would rate them 5 out of 10. Just one slice made me so full. Maybe that's why I didn't get to enjoy it. It's more like stuffing yourself with cheesess, tomatoes, bread and GUILT!Even the macho macho guys could only embark on a journey of two slices.

Last two cents, way OVERRATED.

Halloween is today. This is for your enjoyment.

WARNING

Rated 18xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Not for the faint heart.




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=P

Saturday, October 29, 2005

I am so pissed!

Sometimes I don't understand what others are thinking. Good Lord, please don't act like you a 2-yr old when your biological clock is saying you are reaching the BIG 3 and 0!!!

I used to hangout with this girl, lets call her "Miss Spinster" (so now you guys sorta get the hint how much I dislike this person). She's one BIG CHARACTER! Not only she's so so sensitive, she can't take any negative comments. Be prepared to see a volcano erupts if you try to instill your own not-too-favorable comments. Well, at that point of my life, I always tried to be patient and be nice just because she's somewhat important to another person's life. Ok, I know I'm creating an ambiguous situation here but it happens that this Miss S is indirectly important to one of my best friends. So geddit?

She's a total control freak. Not only she tries to control what you eat, she controls what you do, she controls what you buy, she basically controls YOUR WHOLE LIFE!! How I suffered those few months...arghhhhh....I was devastated yet I had to compromise. Miss S is constantly trying to change you into someone you are NOT. So whenever we went out together, I usually reprimanded myself from saying anything. Besides being a total freak, she also hates people critisizing her physique. If you know who I'm talking about, don't even try to mention the word "short". She gets all agitated and PMS for ONE WHOLE MONTH! Now you don't want that to happen.

I'm so sick of her so one day I decided to erupt. Yes, I did. That's not something I would usually do but seeing her bullying others' innocence and trying to be a blood sucker parasite, I DID IT. To leave her with some extra space to get the hint, I indirectly told her that she's a difficult person to deal with and she should change if she has plans to go on and live with others in the society. Guess what, of course miss S (also Miss oh-so-sensitive) was furious. Well, at least I made my point. End of story.

From then on, we never be seen out together. And from what I heard, she's been badmouthing about me and everything I told her, she's spreading it like wildfire. Like I would want to care.....

Feeling better now...hehehe

Friday, October 28, 2005

Halloween

Halloween is on Sunday peeps!!

Are you going to be a cute blue M&M bouncing on the street? Are you Jack from nightmare before christmas? Are you a pot of flower?

Check out this awesome costume:



An ipod

hehe

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Got this from a friend's blog

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

Windy Windy Night!

If you have nothing to do at night, you can meet me or see me walking along clement st with my dog. My dog is currently wearing an e-collar and he always has a light attached to his neck. So it is as if he's wearing his halloween costume.=)



Wednesday, October 26, 2005

VIPs in da house!

Just tot I would share with you guys my other buddies.

We are really obedient, eat "kibbles" too (just that smaller), eat small little shrimps and beefheart is good for our upbringing. Guess who are we? =P
When my mommy wakes up in the morning, we love to say "hi" to her even tho she may look horrifying. We love to move a lot because moving our body keeps us afloat and shows how mischievious and energetic we are. Sometimes mommy talks to us but we don't really understand what she's talking about. =) Our home is a spacious typical 4-wall bubbly warm adobe. We do not like the golden hairy monster that runs about the place. He's yucky!! And in addition to that, his cone head is ugly even tho he reminds us of ice cream cone.

We are the NOTORIOUS RED N BLACK! If you wanna marry my mommy, you need to know how to give the two of us a bath twice a month! =P





Thinking too much

I am thinking of a lot of things right now. Things that are stressful, things that are draining my energy and concentration.

My dog is happily sleeping once again, after two meals today. First meal consists of his regular eukanuba kibbles w/two treats and second was 'GARLIC" kibbles w/rice. Actually I added some garlic to his kibbles cause one of my nice customers told me that garlic helps to keep those insects and fleas away. Well, my minpin had a lot of garlic and yes, she never really had any ticks/fleas/insects of any sort draining her blood.

I "met" a friend online and he's a vet. He was actually one of my seniors back in school days. A guy kind enough to share with my his knowledge on how to treat odie's hotspot. Girls, he's looking. hehe =) Call me/email me if you guys wanna meet a kind and single guy w/great future ahead. Tot I would help him to advertise.=P

Why is it so difficult to find a guy to have fun and grow old with? I recently watched this romantic movie starring Daniel Wu and Miriam Yeung DRINK DRANK DRUNK. It was alright and nowadays, I don't really put too much expectations on Hong Kong films because I watched too many crappy ones.



Okay I give it 5 stars out of 10. Daniel Wu's cantonese is still so-so and I'm easily annoyed by Miriam's laughter.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Sausalito, city of sinful ice cream



It's sinful to ODIE of course

Oh yes, he's wearing the e-collar because he's been naughty.hahaha..no..it's because his hotspot is becoming larger due to his habit of scratching it.



oh com'on pls give me some



Is this the closest? Come here, inside my big mouth of course!!

Sausalito was fun today. =)

It takes 5 to make things go alright!



His first session of "stress reliever"



The proud product =P



Why I never got paid for doing such dirty job?



Next GOOD STUFF...

We went out as usual today. Odie did it again, 5 times!!

TC!

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

6 Times Bullseye!!

Odie is exhausted lying on the floor now. Guess what,he poop for 6 times today, no sign of diarrhea nor any stomachache. Go figure!

Maybe it was because we did not go out for the past two days and he's been "collecting" it?

Well, as long as he's healthy, I don't really mind =)

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Superheroes need their break too

Im not a fighter. I'm giving up.

Buy "patience", gets "reward"

I think life has more to offer than just waiting for someone to turn over a new leaf. I am too sick and tired of listening to everyone telling me that everything needs patience and the good thing goes to those people who wait. Why I can't just reap the benefits from start????

My relationship has problems. Undeniable. We quarrel everyday. Yes it is that bad. I'm always questioning, would it be our age gap? would it be that I'm still so childish? would it be that we are just not compatible with each other? These questions ought to be answered 5 years ago. Is it too late now? Another question pops up.

Now I'm in between of crossing my own consciousness. Should I stay awake? Half awake? Or just pretend I'm playing dead, DEAD SLEEPING.

5 Years of being together, can it just vanish overnight? Sometimes how I wish I would go into a coma and open my eyes one day, realizing everything is brand new once again.

I never had luck in relationships. I lost all my confidence in being with someone.
I have a long wayyyyy to go in life yet I'm so beat up right now.

Adding salt to my wound, is his family. They are just so so difficult. It makes me so want to give up. Give up on trying to reconcile, give up on being with their beloved and only son. I'm a born rebel, you see. I'm not a born fighter. I'm weak. I'm just just confused now.

We were initially planning on tying the knot in year 2007 but just now, I confessed. I said let's not do it until we are really prepared and ready. He went silent. I went numb feeling oh so guilty.

Is he really the one I'm planning to grow old with? I have doubts now.

Deep down inside, I've already found an answer. But at the same time, can that answer be sprung into action, maybe not.

It's just so difficult being alive right now.

Friday, October 14, 2005

Las Vegas!!Vitamin for life!

Yay!I'm going to Vegas again...next month for Thanksgiving...can't wait..

I have something to look forward to..life isn't that bad afterall..

Vegas is like a vitamin pill to me...suddenly im refreshed!

Picture from vegas on my 2X bday:




Honestly, I should have bought this:



Today a "nameless" guy said he would save money to buy me a 5 carat diamond ring so that I would marry him. Well, I really love a 5 carat on my finger but there are other things in life which I'm looking forward to besides a huge rock on my finger.

So now comes the next question. What I'm looking for???

I'm totally puzzled now......

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Happy Camper Part 2!

We arrived at the camping site around 1.30pm. Traffic was smooth flow. We were so excited that we decided to just do the drive-thru thingee at McDonalds, so to save some time for us to get everything set up at the site.

When we arrived, a queue was already sighted and it was not surprising at all since people got a day off in conjunction with the commemoration of Christopher Columbus (a guy who thought he found asia but actually America...hehe..history textbook chapter emmmmmm??).


That's our humble tent

We chose 103 as our campsite and fortunately, choices were immense. We just had to choose the one we liked and Gary thought 103 seemed decent because it was facing the ocean and I guess he had this fantasy of listening to the wave of the ocean while he sleeps. I'm totally okay with that as long as I don't end up like a wet duck!

It took Gary 20 mins to get the tent set up while I prepared the table. After we're done, we decided to frolic on the beach with Odie. Oh boy, we sure had fun. The feeling of getting connected to mother nature once again brought lots of fantastic moments.





To be Cont'd......

Monday, October 10, 2005

Happy Camper!!

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Camping at Bodega Bay

Hey peeps!! Im going camping this weekend.

Will take pics...

Byezzzz..

Monday, October 03, 2005

Shopping, a lot of shopping!

Okay today went mall hopping..

1)went to walmart to get some camping stuff for next week
2)stopped by target and continued to shop for camping needs
3)Palo Alto, we were there at bloomingdale's and some other shops..Odie had fun shopping there too...oh, and neiman marcus..
4)Best Buy to get some cables...too expensive, so left empty handed
5)Valley Fair San Jose..Gary got a shirt..me?ZERO!NIL!

Camping is getting expensive, ladies and gentleman...I bought a head lamp for $40!!And not forgetting the pots and pans, freaking lantern for another $40 something and everything else that accummulates to around $200 for a camping trip..ya, it's once and for all BUT still...how come plastic costs that much anyway...fuck..those manufacturers must be making tons of money out of poor ppl like me...I could have chosen not to go BUT what the hell can I do besides going camping? It's a city that offers me no entertainment...unless I wanna go club hopping instead of mall hopping..hehe


Saturday, October 01, 2005

Me!Me!Me!Me!



Ok, my next goal! This is ME!

BE MINE

E.T. goes home!!

I'm planning to go home early next year but shoot! my passport will expire next year in March 2006. What a bummer!!! When the wind of easeness starts to blow, I'm dumbfounded by another dilemma. Okay, now I need to find out where the hell I can renew it, go through the gatekeepers,succumb myself to the process and WAIT!! Ok, wait is terrifying. I don't like to wait. I just don't have the patience for it. I really wanna go home!!!Arghhhhhhhhh!!

I miss my mommy and my dog. So what about the others you might ask? Well, I do miss my friends because It's just so hard to find true friends nowadays.

Well, nothing too exciting these days.

ciaoz!