Thursday, February 15, 2007

Gong Hei Nei Gong Hei Nei

I'm feeling so knocked out today. I skipped the 9am class this morning. Well, let's call it the post-V day hangover. I managed to drag my ass to the next class around 11am and breeze through the next class until 4pm. I can really feel the intense pressure for this semester and since this is the last semester, what else is better than convincing myself that it's all worth it.

Today is supposedly my day off from all the papers, all the assignments, just a day for me to chill out. However, I don't intend to stick to my day off policy and plan on reading a bit more on the topic I have selected. My supervisor is good but he's not being a great help. I would say he's very autocratic and he only wants to read what he fancies. This has caused quite a commotion to my brain of thoughts. Do I please him or do I follow my heart? Maybe I should go to another lecturer to get a second opinion? I plan on asking my international advertising lecturer for his comment on the topic.

Semester one results are coming out one by one. I would say I did fairly okay. How good is good anyway? I've tried my best and not to impose more pressure on my fragile little mind and heart. Well, anything that happens after the exam is out of anyone's control. When I was younger, I always tried to strive or to push myself so that I can stay on top of things. Not anymore. I'm always adopting the more relaxing approach now. You just take life as it comes.

I called mom this morning to talk about her CNY celebration. By the way, it's on the 18th. As usual, not doing much except going to the "pasar" to buy her groceries to stuff the refrigerator.
It's so sweet of Gary because he personally forked out $500 to send to my mom for CNY for her to buy "food" and didn't even tell me about that. He just told me like moments ago. I'm sure mom is going to be so happy. Never expected Gary to do that cuz that guy is quite a stingy person. =P What about me? So what did I give myself? Like Gary, I gave my mom ang pow too!hahaha I love my mom to death. I'm so afraid sometimes. Afraid that my parents will leave me someday. I have made a plan to visit places with her this year. She has reconstructive surgery to fix her femur soon so I have promised to bring her to all the places she wanna go after that.

Alright time to get back to my papers. =)

Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Hei Fatt Choi! Sun lin fai lok!

Meme

2 comments:

Nico C. said...

I would say go with whoever that is going to mark your dissertation!. If that happens to be your sup, just do as he wanted it!

rightmywrong said...

=S well just gotta do what he likes...it's no point "dau hei" anyway