How am I feeling right now?

*Anxious Anxious Anxious*

I'm feeling really anxious right now since I will be leaving very soon. I haven't done any packing, basically just procrastinating. I have submitted my request to follow 'international marketing" path and hopefully I'm going to love it. Well just a matter of months of studying, so I'm not too bothered by it.

Believe it or not, people still treat it as if I'm staying and trying to steer away from the topic of ME LEAVING. Well, to be honest, I am hesitant to leave too but my future is at stake. Am I too selfish that I chose "MY FUTURE" rather than taking into considerations how people would feel and how are things after I left?

Deep down inside me, I'm so ready for a great new adventure ahead. Afterall, I'm a geminian. Geminians don't stay. They love to explore. The only thing I am extremely concerned about is odie. What a bad mom I am! I am leaving him when he probably has few more months to live. Sigh..........Life.....