Mad as a bull!

Do you have this problem when you are talking to someone, that person quickly talks about another thing without giving much of his/her input/feedback? It makes you feel like a loser because your topic does not generate any enthusiasm for response. It's shitty! It is worse if you are talking to someone you are bound to spend the rest of your life with! Okay simple reply like "yes", "no" is sufficient to end the conversation in a correct manner. WTF! Instead don't give me the blank look and then talk about something else. It's very rude! Why the conversation in the first place?!
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It's difficult to find someone to talk or listen nowadays. I rather talk to an object or my dog. At least odie blinks his eyes and I can make assumption that's an answer from him.

This month I still freaking owe $800 for my credit card and I'm working thrice as hard to recoup the funds to pay it off. It would be nice if barter still available. Talking about being insane.hehe...you know, my backyard has a lemon tree. wouldn't it be nice if I could use the lemons on the tree to pay off my debt..haha I shall bring a basket filled with lemons to the bank.

Let's blame the chinese for inventing $$$$. It has caused us human a lot of problems. And plastic makes matter a lot problematic. Which fU$ke& invented that?! I'm not a big spender (=P ya right) or anything like tat but I used to have a record of $4k in a month. Damn! I know, I know dont give me that look please. And the most inane thing was I couldn't even remember what I bought! Shit, I think my problem is the lacking of memory space available inside my brain. Plastic can really make your life upside down. Sometimes don't even realize that you have spent that much until you see the statement by the end of billing date. You starve youself, you work non-stop, you feel guilty over and over again.

If you are having the same problem,welcome to the plastic world and you are victim # "infinity".