Monday, February 27, 2006

Kiddie Porn =P

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Saturday, February 25, 2006

superman?bird shit?

I was "cleaning" the comp when this picture got me puzzled. What kinda UFO, SUPERMAN or bird that we were looking at?

And wassup with that dude in the back flagging/swinging his jacket?

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Life is too short

Yesterday was the gloomiest day of my life. As I stepped out of the airport arrival gate, I was welcomed by the saddest news ever. My beautiful dog, odie, was diagnosed with osteosarcoma, a type of bone cancer in canine. My heart dropped and I almost wet my clothes with tears of fear and uncertainties. Why?! I kept on asking myself. Why this has to happen to my odie?! He's too young to suffer the pain!! This April, he turns 5. Just 5!!

Yesterday I vomitted and my eyes were swollen because of constant crying. I'm not feeling too good. This morning, I had minor diarrhea.

To think of it, life is too short. I gathered my strength and my will to find out more about this deadly disease. Yes, it is deadly. Dogs don't live too long when they have cancer like this. From facts and sad stories about this cancer, I turned to finding more success stories, hoping for some sort of miracle. Odie slept beside me yesterday. I had gastric problem last night as well. I kept on monitoring his body heat while my stomach was churning with pain. But I knew, the pain cannot be compared with what odie is suffering. I had to fight on for him. The pain went away and I fell asleep.

Believe it or not, on my way back to US, I had a dream. I dreamt of odie. He was lying on the floor while mommy was patting him. He was wagging his tail. Right there, I knew something was wrong. I knew that was a bad omen. I felt so sorry for leaving him here. He must have dreaded my return. When I saw him, he's in perfectly healthy shape and physically, you wouldn't even think this doggie has this deadly disease.

Luckily it still has not spread to his lung. So the chance of survival is higher. Why it has to be Odie?!!!

I am angry, frustrated and scared.

Please, do not take him away from me. He's too young to cross the bridge. He's just a dog, yes. But he has brought me a lot of joy and happiness to me and everyone around us. He's no ordinary dog.

God, please. I beg you. He's not ready to be with you yet.